CSI wannabe

i wanted so much to hear his voice, talk to him. but all i got was the stupid voice mail.

was it just fireworks, with only instant explosion of splendor.... then only darkness....?

did i try too hard?

if there is god and god is almighty, why bother to let him appear knowing full well that he will only turn away? you mean what i went thru' is not enough? what's this for?

there is so much that i want to share with him - my fear, my thoughts, bizarre stuff i read on the papers... but i dun dare to call....

is this another case of mis-match? c'mon, not again....

someone i thought i could connect, but only at my end.... ?

god, eh... cupid... can you pls aim properly before u shoot the next time? make sure you zero your bow & arrows ok? don't miss the other person!!! .... i'll be badly injured if you continue this way....


**if u think i am referring to you.... YES!! it's REAL .... I dun have the 'balls' to tell you directly....
by writing this, i'd probably be screwed big time.... but either way i'm done for..... :(